Been awhile since I’ve blogged. Thought I would start up again. No plan, just putting my random thoughts down. Not sure who will read them but I trust that whoever needs to hear (or read) them will find them.
Reflecting how some changes in life are so subtle, you don’t notice them, they are gradual, one day you go, whoa, when did that happen, watching your child grow, your dog age, you age. Other changes are immediate, the day you hear the words you have tumors on your colon, liver and lung and your husband say to you “I’ve had a good life”.
Today is a day where I’m sitting here having a cup of Joe in my new home and wondering how did I get here and why. This isn’t the life I had envisioned. Funny thing is Richard and I never really talked or planned our golden years, what we would do, where we would live. It’s almost ike we both knew that that was not going to happen.
So now I set here wondering what am I going to do for the rest of my life and I’ve got nothing. So for now I’ll sit here quietly with my coffee, feeing the cool morning air, listening to the geese as they fly over my home, the subtle hum of traffic and my Sophie girl snoring.
Thankful for this day. I am open to today’s possibilities.