My inquiry this morning doing my morning pages was am I capable of love?
May I sit with you God and have a conversation. I am not a good conversationalist. I don’t know what to talk about. Can I just listen to what you have to tell me, share with me? You know my heart, my mind, my soul.
Trapped Let it out The core of who I am My essence My being Heaviness My Chest My Throat Is this my soul? It feels empty Floating in the darkness Waiting Waiting for what? I don’t know Stillness Heaviness lifts Light rises on the horizon Streaming on the darkness No! darkness come back The darkness is my cloak It is old It is comfortable It is what I know Morning Pages MMees 1/6/2021